găuri

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găuri în nisip

încerci sa faci slalom printre ele

mai sari peste vreuna

să nu cazi

să nu cazi, te rog

mi-e tot mai greu

de ce nu

aș putea să mă scufund atât de ușor

nici nu simți

mi-e frică

de ce

să nu cad în gol

cum poți să știi ce e acolo daca nu iți permiți să cazi și tu puțin

nu există să cazi puțin, ori cazi ori nu cazi

așa e, încercam să te încurajez

mulțumesc, apreciez

nu poți veni cu mine

știm asta amândoi

fiecare cu gaura lui

ce faci?

încerc sa disting ceva, parcă văd niște chestii

nu mai analiza, te arunci?

…e greu

ia-mă de mână

vii cu mine?

da, închide ochii

și se aruncară în două găuri apropiate

ce au găsit acolo

nu se știe

valuri se sparg de mal în cercuri

sirenele cântă

nu mai sunt găuri

ei doi se aruncă în apă

sălbatici și goi

s-a terminat

atât?

ce mai dorești?

mă așteptam la altceva

la ce?

la ceva mai complicat

nu ești tu destul de complicată

poate

atunci lasă lucrurile așa cum sunt

bine

te iubesc

cât de mult?

până la castelul de nisip și înapoi

atât de puțin?

nu e puțin pentru că putem face drumul până la castel de un infinit de ori

interesant

așa-i?

eu totuși prefer până la cer și înapoi

aterizat din lună nu par dar fie

pâna la cer și înapoi

ce?

te iubesc

pff, acum o spui pentru că ți-am cerut eu

greu cu tine

te iubesc și atât

cam puțin

taci odată.

Anna

 

you are my island

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I found you

a hidden island into the wild ocean

while I was observing you from far away

to get your true colors

knowing there is no way back if I swim to you

it would make me forget everything I used to know

about this world, myself and life

being unable to bring there my clothes, my castle and my sword

I would have to come out from my shell, naked

with anything more but my rainy eyes, my dark long hair and my pearly skin

brave enough to show myself on your land, with scars and bleeding wounds all over my body

to let you touch the dying shadows from my trembling soul

vulnerable

I almost forgot where I have hidden my broken parts

in the dephts of the ocean

or maybe in the unconquered nights of your eyes

one second, two seconds, we both hesitate

what if your island is the same as the last one, the others

cold, unknown, hard to break in, hard to escape

I wake up every morning and swim a little closer

until the crazy waters come over me

I get scared

and I go back to my safe and solitary place

you know, maybe someday I will have the strength to swim

until the end

to let me fall exhausted on the warm sand during the sunrise

while listening the magic song of mermaids

open your eyes my love

I’m almost there.

Anna

 

 

my beach is drowning with you

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I’ve lost my beach

when you got away

you hugged me and ran

and I felt like drowning

in a dark freezing ocean

my soul was ripped

in small pieces and thrown

between our last touches

good night kisses

and fucking hugs

I would be released

if you would be happy

I started to cry

when I saw your last picture

you were like a smiling ghost

but your eyes were dead and screaming

a despair I have seen only at mad people

in hospitals

or at animals

left to die alone

I gave you my soul to use it

like a boat on the dark waters

but you refused it

even if I told you

I don’t expect anything in return

you maybe want to embrace

death like I felt inside myself just after

we fell for each other

you admitted it

without knowing why

 you go in circles

of war, pain and silence

what hurts me the most

is that i can’t save you

not this life nor the others

no matter how much

I tried

swim until the end

my love

I will give you

my earth to rest

when the storm is over.

Anna

Some people say sex is superficial

 

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but yesterday morning he loved my body in so many ways I almost forgot everything about myself for a moment. I will call him M. He told me to take off my boots, pants and socks and turn my back to him. I did it exactly like he asked me. I’m not used to follow someone’s else instructions but I did it. M. had something I couldn’t refuse. I asked him to put some music and he even lit a candle. He was crazy about my butt. I know him for two years and since then we tried to intercourse but we never had the chance, the place, the right moment. We just played around and teased each other until we accepted that nothing more will happen between us. He used to write me always in the mornings, at 5 a.m. I always told him that this is not an hour for a date. But now I was out, in the city, and I just arrived at home and wondering, maybe I should do it, only once. I took a cab and met him outside. He was already there. We kissed and went upstairs. He had me on the floor, in almost all the positions someone could imagine. I wasn’t expecting it. So much experience at such an early age. On the internet he seemed like a child and sometimes even not very smart but in reality he was mature and sexy. He grew up in my eyes. I couldn’t tell why my perception saw two distinct people in M. I moaned of pleasure a lot without caring about our neighbours morning sleep. He gave me instructions and I followed them, excepting when they came with too much pain. I teased him until he couldn’t resist anymore. He counted until 3 and that was it. I was on top, almost climbing to the edge when he came. We stayed like this for few moments. Skin on skin. M. wanted to smoke and I let him do it. We talked about reality and idealism. In a strange way, he behaved with me like a parent with his naive child. I said thank you, inside myself, and let him go. I liked it this way and that was weird too for some girl i used to be. The fire inside myself started to burn again.

Anna

there was a little house on the beach

I was playing with shadows

drawn by myself

you did not know that mind is a bad magician?

Gods left me stranded on our secret beach

waves sooths my skin

the fluttering blue-white dress, the sea

hugs me

look to the stairs of the little wood house

built on stilts

on the outside is small

but it has rooms that are never ending

and doors

we choose the one

we want to open

both of us

we don’t need a key

what we will find there

who knows

maybe another beach

do you dare?

Anna

we are not swans

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we became wild
when they have hidden our wings
we were like swans
white and floating
but people can’t touch the water
without getting wet
do you know how to swim?
don’t struggle
let urself go
we are not stones
no seagulls
we are born from the sea foam
making love to the shore
and then we forget
Anna

 

noi nu suntem lebede

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ne-am sălbăticit

atunci când ne-au fost ascunse aripile

eram ca lebedele

albi și plutitori

dar oamenii nu pot atinge apa

fără să se ude

știi să înoți?

nu te zbate

lasă-te purtat

noi nu suntem pietre

nici pescăruși

ne naștem din spuma mării

facem dragoste cu țărmul

și apoi uităm

Anna

era odată o căsuță pe o plajă

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mă jucam cu umbre
chiar de mine desenate
nu știai că mintea e un magician prost?
zeii m-au lăsat naufragiată
pe plaja știută doar de noi
valurile îmi mangâie pielea
rochia alb-albastră fluturândă, marea
mă îmbrățișează
uite scările căsuței de lemn
înălțată pe piloni
pe dinafară e mică
dar are camere care nu se mai sfârșesc

și uși
noi o alegem
pe aceea pe care dorim să o deschidem
amândoi
nu avem nevoie de cheie
ce vom găsi acolo
cine știe
poate o altă plajă
îndrăznești?
Anna

 

 

10 Erotic Movies Worth Seeing

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Because watching them will make you shaking, wanting someone, screaming, starting to love yourself more and more, looking for the sensuality within yourself, somewhere between your skin and that black silky dress, biting voluptuously your lower lip, buying red wine just for yourself, listening to another kind of music, less notes, more groans, making love to yourself until you reach the paroxysm, sleeping naked, giving yourself pleasure, shameless, without guilt, playing with your (his) hair, pulling it slightly, climbing the risk, approaching strangers with whom you are going to have innocent (sinful) fantasies.

1. Wild Orchid (1989)
2. Last Tango in Paris (1972)
3. Stealing Beauty (1996)
4. The Dreamers (2003)
5. Lucia y el sexo (2001)
6. Caotica Ana (2007)
7. Vicky Cristina Barcelona (2008)
8. Legături bolnăvicioase (2006)
9. Unfaithful (2012)
10. 9 songs (2004)

 

Anna

Cele mai bune 20 de melodii pe care să faci dragoste

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Uneori ai nevoie de puțină muzică pentru a-l face să se simtă relaxat. Eu ascult pentru mine. Mă face să mă simt mai senzuală, sexuală, nebună, jucăușă, îndrăzneață. Din adâncurile ființei mele, o altă femeie erupe, dansând cu mintea mea, invandându-mi trupul. Ea provoacă sufletul bărbatului să trăiască momentul, să se deschidă și să se înalțe mai sus și mai sus, respirând la unison.

1. Lullaby – Low (săruturi, atingeri, piele);                       https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaSVkb_XLt4
2. Fade Into You – Mazzy Star (când te-ai îndrăgostit, nebunie); http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uJ61jgFCMM
3. Nothing’s Gonna Hurt You Baby – Cigarettes After Sex (dragoste, amor); http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2LQdh42neg
4. Keep On Loving You – Cigarettes After Sex (dragoste și durere); http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDJPpG8e4n4
5. Midnight (feat Trinah) – Slackwax (când te joci cu el, îl ispitești, îl stârnești); http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q42TBEatdEk
6. Finest Hour – Submotion Orchestra (atingeri pe piele, atingeri ușoare, sărutându-l ușor, îi lingi buzele);                                                                     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPllDPnDsX8
7. Deep In U – TAWk (când el e vulnerabil, când tu ești vulnerabilă); http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBC65YcSUAk
8. Poetry, How Does it Feel – Akua Naru (când ajungeți adânc, tot mai adânc); http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anK-WR7MbaM
9. La Femme Paralell – Thievery Corporation (jos și încet); http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bTLFQis15Ss
10. Until the Morning – Thievery Corporation (te miști încet dar senzual); http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W1mVv_oTCEs
11. Stay the Same ft. Andreya – Bonobo (tu deasupra, jucându-te cu el); http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_jfHalX5atA
12. Blossom – Black Atlass (el deasupra);                               http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QlefEv1IwH0
13. L’Appartement – Noir Desir (îl tragi ușor de păr, îl muști de buza inferioară, chestii profunde);                                                                                     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YxnfKCpNMUg
14. Bilingual – Jose Nunez (când ajunge jos și te face să gemi…iar și iar); http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3GPMC_U44s
15. Inertia Creeps – Massive Attack (dragoste obscură);    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3mn7EC-skg
16. You say I’m Crazy – Lulu Rouge (sex lent sau preludiu); http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cw169eie9Mo
17. Succubus – Jihae (joc hipnotic);                                           http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fb5lVS3GaPA
18. Flykkiller – Flykkiller (amor dur, S&M);                             http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A25b63AWbJI
19. Blonde – Black Atlass (nebunie și dragoste, atât de intens încât încep să îți curgă lacrimi);                                                                                             http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=frHDOAE1Nsc
20. Paris – Black Atlass (dragoste profundă care se întâmplă după toate bătăliile demonilor tăi cu demonii lui, te face să îți pierzi controlul și îți dărâmă zidurile de protecție).                                                                                   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iV_Ss20Rgzw

Anna